What happened in the past four months?

In these past four months, I can easily say that I have seen so many new things and learned so much.

In a quick recap, I broke up with a previous boyfriend for the one I am currently with, my band won grand champion for the first time in a long while, we went on to semifinals, I made a HUGE mistake, I started writing a fan-fiction, my band went to Bands of America Grand Nationals, and I suffered major heart break!

On the notes of my love life, I will be addressing them in another post at a later time. :P

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I've decided that since I haven't been as faithful to this blog as I should've been, I'm going to TRY to post weekly updates on my life. Daily updates are way too stressful and monthly updates would be too long.

In the past week, I went through to the second round of All State auditions (which is CRAZY for a sophomore to even DREAM about.), I auditioned for our school's winter guard and made it ;D, and then I also auditioned for the All Festival band and made that~

This year I've really pushed myself to the point of panic attacks and high levels of stress and anxiety. To say that all of this stress has been pointless would be correct, but, as my past guard instructor always said, "If you don't feel stressed or nervous, you don't care enough about it." Her words used to be cryptic and vague, but now I see exactly what she meant. 

(To Cynthia: I love and thank you for pushing me to do something I never knew I'd love.)

I'm in debt to all the people around me for pushing me as hard as they do. I'd be nowhere without them.

Wow, I really just collapsed the past four months and a week, #goteam!

xoxo <3